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The child family elton shirui roxanne lovelies elaine jiaxin sereneH tingting weitheng yujie brothers and sisters enhui huiling! jia yi jiejie jinhao jiahui jonnie ryan shoufu songde ticketing sister tong xiang tris yunn tian
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Saturday, October 21, 2006 ( @ 12:37 PM ) Labels: oldies 0 comments Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ( @ 10:44 PM ) me went study today with lao da, son-in-law, and my daughter.. haha... and its so saddening tat we became a secondhand smoker.. hai.. due to those inconsiderate ppl whom smoke outside star. hai.. ppl can get lung cancer due to u these ppl one lor.. hai. i'm actually quite lucky ba, cos onli my ah gong n er shu smoke.. haha but lao da said something. "all those hu smoke shld die of cancer." aiyo.. cannot ar..den my ah gong will die neh.. hai i left at 5++ to see my ah gong den. anw. my grandpa now very weak. weak until he pants even movin from his bed to sit on the chair. hai. me n gugu began to be very worried. den i accidentally call on the wrong doc. the indian one came he spoke n i got to translate (so scared i say the wrong things to my gugu la) er... he say ah gong is beta den he expected le. he didnt expect him to be able to go back so soon. cos according to his prediction, he most prob cant make it at dis period liao. hai. but he said tat ah gong is doin fine now and becos he's a heavy smoker, his lungs were partially damaged. so he pants. and oso, cos he's too skinny liao. hai. to go home, he still got one more week of observation. hai. i tink ah gong don believe my translation skills. cos he spoke of how his funeral shld be like if he really cmi. i almost cried. but i noe i cant. hai. isnt life saddening? when u all of a sudden cant do everythin that's so simple??? when u cant do things tat u usually does? when u hav to be treated like a toddler? to wear diapers n to be fed? hai. that's wat he's feeling now. n hor esp with ah ma down there grumbling tt she is useless. ah ma stil can eat on her own n can walk but she alreadi feelin tat way wat bout ah gong?! i really cant help by feeling sad n scared..:'( Labels: oldies 0 comments Sunday, October 15, 2006 ( @ 2:30 PM ) i'm fustrated with my sis... cos she is a lazy bum... hai.. but there's nothing i can do.. rarrh... hmm.. yest me n another nine ppl from band went to VJ openhouse. i was quite sian diao by openhouses le. its quite lame to jus walk abt n walk abt. but its a good thing to be there cos i get to meet up wif another 3 cousins.. haha. hmm.. n yest, VJ band played PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN haha... cool... even though it was alright onli, but i jus got high. haha went to eat at abt 2? cos everyone tired le me ate mee hoon kueh. something tat i nv tried before. haha. n its nice. taste like "lasagne" after tat me n yj went to cell. n we learn a lot of things haha. and CELL IS IMPT!!! Labels: oldies 0 comments Friday, October 13, 2006 ( @ 4:40 PM ) don ask them anything! Ask le jiu believe ok? hai. i really donno wat i do really wan MJ? or wat? elaine was rite. me thinkin v hard bout wat JC i wan go. cos i don wan to regret bout my choice. hai. goin MJ may not be tat bad at least got Gor Gor there. hai. but will i be retained? i noe. i being very paranoid now. tis kinda thing shld be one yr later den worry one. but i cant help it. i noe i am very lan what if i really bei retained? or i cant get used to the life there? hai. i really hope someone can guide me. cos i m realli lost. n wat if i am in the same skl as ppl tat are not so close w me one neh? all my close frens are not goin there. hai. i am jus so lousy. Labels: oldies 0 comments Tuesday, October 10, 2006 ( @ 7:08 PM ) ![]() haha.. taken in hospital on sunday.. tat's so lame.. haha.. this is my ting ting monster cousin.. hehe... Labels: oldies 0 comments ( @ 6:54 PM ) haha. me watching the Oprah Winfrey show.. hmm. that show rocks actually. cos it teaches me lots of things n it shows wat the world is beginning to be like alreadi.. can u imagine it? two kids who are onli 3 and 4 are alreadi thinking so much abt their looks until they worry bout them.. they hav always been thinking of how ugly they are n how fat they are.. and according to the psychologists, its due to the influence they get frm their mother. wow.. see... how huge the impact is on a child when a mother is not being a good role model? hmm.. we shld jus be greatful for how we look man... and anw, looks are jus a shell of our body onli... how we look doesnt matter... cos One person will look at us as the most beautiful person on Earth... hmm.. me went to hospital and study today..so guai rite.. haha.. and ate a very nan chi de indian rojak.. and i tink itse not fresh... cos i am now having a stomache.. hahaha... scar-ly, today i lao sai den tml no go skl... haha... that will be so funny.. hehe.. and maybe it will happen.. cos i now not feeling well le.. having runny nose and sore throat whole day... haha... hey... gong is such a nice show.. waha.. me now goin to watch it le... hehe... i shall post again another time ba.. haha.. anw, yest i wasnt happy again.. cos i found out a truth... UGLY truth. Labels: oldies 0 comments Friday, October 06, 2006 ( @ 4:50 PM ) thank u so much. cos ur prayers had worked. thanks. haha. i am happy. cos ah gong is no longer in ICU le.. he now in normal ward le. but i noe he will still feel pain cos gang kai dao one.. hmm. i really feel tat God had done so much n i noe He will do more..:] hehe.. at least now my ah gong hav the chance to go back home, but not like on tuesday as the doc had said tat he wont hav any chance to go back. hehe. tat means he's beta le lor... hahaha.. elaine. i'm sorry. i shldnt have told u abt the hypocritical thing long long time before.. i guess u must hav keeping tat in ur mind n pondering over it ba. hmm.. i'm sorry to make u so sad.. hai. even though i donno wat's goin on. but i still feel tat i got part to fu ze. cos if i've nv told u such things, u wont be affected by it and u wont be sad now.hope u are feeling beta rite now and u will tell me wat's goin on so tat i can help u.. hmm.. after so many things tat had happened.. i actually learnt tat promises don last... but hor, qi shi is from long time ago i jiu dong le.. but i was cheated too... so elaine ar. don so sad oso.. we are on the same boat ar...hmm.. sometimes, i feel tat ren shld learn to be strong n not rely on other ppl gei ni de cheng nuo. cos only the promise from God will last.... humans don. cos they are not lasting in our lives. they will leave us oso.. so how to be everlasting leh? i was cheated once, but i learning how to get over it.. can u do so too? i don have any hopes for beta stuff.. but i jus hope u will noe wat's goin on in my life...however, ji hui v miao mang lar, i noe... haha.. mei mei got the pic for the wedding le.. hehe.. the three generation babies. haha... but got one unty very funny.,. she become part of the picture.. haha... when we don really noe her lar.. haha... hmm. the one in purple is my ah yi. or i shld say she's my nanny.. haha.. i wil always rmb her man.. cos she took care of me when i was young. haha. she bought me so many stuff.. barbie doll, lego, soft toys, chocolates, lantern.. haha.. and i DETACHED the barbie doll's leg from her body hehe... violent sia... ![]() hmmm...jus recalled.. today is mooncake festival. haha. happy mooncake festival.. hmm. but to me. its not happy o.. cos i gonna spend it in the hospital.. hai. and my ah gong cant eat mooncake.. hai.. n for today's family outing, i cant go too... band outing? surely can go oso one.. hai... i feel tat i missed out so much.. but i noe its no choice.. hai.. Labels: oldies 0 comments Wednesday, October 04, 2006 ( @ 4:09 PM ) pon pon pon.. everyone can pon.. why cant i lor.. hai... i really hav no heart to jus continue studyin in skl. i cant concentrate. argh!! hai. ah gong is diagnosed with cancer. and its the last stage le. the most six more months for him nia. why. why mus he suffer all this. and why why at tis time when he haven enjoy himself by travelling to diff countries. i cant understand. i'm afraid of losing him. i still hav so much to do with him i wan to bring him to church. i wan go malacca with him i wan him to witness my wedding(ten years lata) hai. why.. i really donno what i can do for him. look at him i jus wan to cry. i don wan anybody to see me crying. cos all of them are sad even papa. i cant tell them how sad i am now cos it will onli make them feel worse people out there, can u all help me... jus pray for my ah gong. so tat he wil feel beta. cos i noe its quite impossible to recover. thanks. hmm. i stil rmb. when i was young, me n my cousins will always chao him bring us go playground. n he will buy us ice-cream or sweets whenever we go down oso. i oso rmb tat the whole family got go out to cycle at ecp before, den ah gong bring me go ard in his bike, den i nv see my ma after a while obviusly, i cried den he bo bian hav to bring me back. recently,we jus went to kukup. i noe now tat he's health is actually deteriorating by then le but none of us noticed tat we had fun walking ard tgt looking at jellyfish, mudskippers hai. i wan more of such memories. i don wan everything to jus end like tat!! Labels: oldies 0 comments Monday, October 02, 2006 ( @ 4:08 PM ) hmmm.. yest is ah yi jia de gor gor's wedding... n its amazing.. i saw yong qing gor gor, yong peng gor gor n ah yan jie jie.. haha... its like 12 yrs ever since i saw them le... den ah peng gor gor is now so fit n not fat... haha.. so big change lo... haha.. den me n my mei mei is almost as tall as them le.. hehe... ah yong gor gor oso not so much taller den us.. hehe.. but yest he's so shuai... cos he's the groom ma.. haha... den we took photos together.. all the 3 generations of babies under ah yi all took photos.. waha... its like 9 children without ah yong gor gor.. hehe...so cool... ah yi rox man... she is jus a super great nanny...i jus love her so much:) hai yo.. sometimes i cant understand why ppl are grumbling when they themselves cant really do a beta job.... do u tink u can lead the country or an organisation beta den our present leaders? do u tink with ur leadership singapore can prosper like now? hmmm.. if u cant really do it.. i tink u shld jus learn to appreciate wat the leaders are doin... me myself oso noe that sometimes i cant compromise to do someting tat the skl wants. like stop wearing ankle socks. but if i'm caught, i will jus accept it cos its my fault.. but however bad they are, i will try my best to follow. cos that's wat i learn in church. to follow my leaders becos they are anointed by God. same as parents too... we are suppose to follow wat they say. even if its ridiculous. but sometimes ppl jus forget abt it. even christians even myself.. so i guess all of us jus hav to learn but i feel hor after i learn so much things from the bible, i already tried to control my temper by a lot le.. and my relationship with my parents are great. but sometimes i jus feel tat cos of my religion, me n my father are separated. sad huh? hai. that's the kun jing tat i nid to face for being the special one... but i will adapt. yup. thats all take care boss Labels: oldies 0 comments Sunday, October 01, 2006 ( @ 5:48 PM ) haiyo.. sometimes i really don like weekends... cos i always wan to slp one.. hai... ma say is cos during the week used up too much energy le den like tat one... haha.... really meh? hmm... but i'm still slpy.. cant really do much tings when u are tired u noe? hai... hmm... today went to see ah gong le... den the doc say he goin for operation on tuesday... but i donno la.. i'm still worried for him... cos he's old... n becos the doc v scared his bing will fu fa, he wanted my ah gong to go for chemotherapy... ouch.... its so painful one lo... n it is harmful to the body... somebody once told me before tat cos his ah ma go thru this, she vomitted non stop n the body become weaker... hai... i don wan tat to happen to my ah gong lo... he's thin enuff le... hai.. n i don tink he will wan to do it... cos he noe its torturing... hai.. but the doc will be angry den... cos he find tat ah gong is wasting his time n effort to safe him.. ma say the doc will be disappointed cos ah gong not goin with his plan to help him..den if next time ah gong you zai shen bing, he will not wan to help him le... very stubborn rite... very dua pai oso.. haha...but i hope ah gong will be alright... hai... hmm... lata goin for gor gor's wedding le... haha... post again next time ba.. thanks yanhong for ur encouragement..:) Labels: oldies 0 comments Saturday, September 30, 2006 ( how?? @ 10:10 AM ) hmm... yest n thursday i got go see ah gong.. haha.. now tat ah gong is no longer on pipes anymore, he's smiling... hehe... and he can joke with the nurses oso one lor... haha.. cos he both hands oso got the thingy for glucose n nutrition food package, he go joke with the nurse whether will all these electricity on him cause explosion a not... haha.. with a not perfect chinese, the way ah gong said it made all of us laugh... he kept on saying hui bu hui bao zha? haha... but i'm so glad tat ah gong is feeling not so miserable at the moment... hmm.. den yest he ran away from the nurse somemore.. haha... cos once he put the drip of nutrients, he cant move ard le... so he chen ji walk away.. haha..den gu gu got to stop him.. hehe.. hmm.. say ah mei(tingting) n ah xiang gor gor yest.. wah.. ah mei is cool lor.. top her class in bio for donno how many months la... den chem still can get second.. haha... hmm.. i tink my mei mei feel very sad cos she some sort of feel inferior ba... mei ar... u do ur best jiu can le.. jia you o.. hehe.. today got cell... haha...i tink i now getting used to mei ge li bai liu go cell liao... haha.. nv go hao xiang guai guai one... hehe.. i tink i gonna enjoy today.. muahahaha... Labels: oldies 0 comments Thursday, September 28, 2006 ( sad life @ 5:26 PM ) hmmm... today we did lots of stupid stuff in the canteen... yi xia zi laugh at tingting, den awhile lata make her throw all the rubbish... haha.. den even qiangsen n mitchell whom we do not noe oso took advantage of her(ask her throw rubbish for them too) haha... donno why she so high today... hehe... n suay too.. lost all the scissors paper stone game...den made to do stuff for us.. haha... so lame.. den ying say if we laugh like tat everyday, we gonna have six pac ma.. haha... anw.... my ah gong seems to be beta le... after my cell praying for him... yeah... i tink God really hears our prayer... so yest, ma say ah gong not in so much pain even though he's still on pipe.... he needed the pipe to pump all the things tat are undigested in his gastric n this are the things tat had caused him to hav freq stomache.. but donno now ok le a not... but i tink he must be feeling so much beta cos God has healed him.. hehe... i'm happy... so happy for him... but the report haven come out yet.. so still must wait... hai... my results are terrible la... erh... even though can go JC, i still need to appeal into the one tat i wanted lo... cos my results are really v lan for prelims... i expected someting much beta den this one la... wah lao.. physics can really get A de lor... den now onli B3... hai.... real sad la... if onli tat time i did get in DSA for any JC, i might not hav to worry now... hai.. its ok... maybe even if i get in to JC, i might not shi ying and den fail my promos next yr and den kena kicked out of skl... who noes lo..haha... ok.. gotta go le... need visit my ah gong liao... haha... Labels: oldies 0 comments Monday, September 25, 2006 ( I'm goin crazy!!! @ 4:33 PM ) ![]() why cant u ppl jus do wat u all always say... play music with ur heart in ahband was the purpose of us in band... isnt it? but now wat? halfheartedly? can u all jus tink ar... wat will the juniors tink if we ourself don do wat we always want them to be? step down le oso not like tat de attitude rite.... respect the music please... u all come band not onli to play pieces tat u all hav melody or pieces tat hav nice rhythm de ma.... all of us dou ming bai tat in band we nid balance and everyone has a part to play... and if everyone dou got same part, wat for have diff instruments le rite... and to make a music sound nice, obviously there must be some ppl to sacrifice to have very simple rhythm de ma... how can u all jus choose pieces tat u all hav nice part.. i admit.. sometimes i'm like tat too... but come to think again, band is not jus bout ur own part wat... band is abt good sound and unity... u all sec 4 le.. still don understand meh.. hai... i donno la.. maybe u all think i saying all these for nothing n u all are tinking that i am being very unreasonable...but tat's wat life in ahband has taught me all these years.. hai... my results are so bad... maybe to ppl ard me, its not... honestly, i hav high expectations for myself... i cant accept this la... onli one distinction leh... its so bad lo.. prelim le leh.. if everything goin to be like tat for o's, i can forget abt goin to JC le... hai...i cant even go good jcs with such marks... hai... hai... but me now is jus worried bout my ah gong... hai.... i feel so xin ku for him... so old le, still must suffer.... hai... its so sad, none of my families can afford to yang my ah gong n ah ma so as not to let them work... its good tat they are working becos they wont be bored, but its very straining on their health.... hai...next time when i grow up, i wan to earn alot.. so tat i can yang my parents and if possible, i wan to yang my ah gong n ah ma to... buy lots of choco for ah ma and giv ah gong money to go travelling.... hai.. now i jus hope tat nothing will happen to him... n i noe God will help me... i tink tat's my onli consolation now.... hai.... Labels: oldies 0 comments Sunday, September 24, 2006 ( God is Great!!! @ 2:23 PM ) hmm.. toaday i went to church for service... tink back hor... i got like 3 weeks no go church n cell le.. cos of exams... hai.. but all these are jus excuses i suppose.. but i will try my best from now to go for cell n church every week(at least for cell)... erm... today i go church oso got reason de.. cos i tot someone would go oso.. but that someone didnt go... i'm sad... cos i do really hope she will come back.. hai... she is someone that i love very much.. cos its thru her tat i get to noe so many things n ppl and joining the church n the cell... she is jus like my mother when i was still a spiritual baby... cos she taught me bible studies... i nv blamed her for all the things that she is doin now n i still believe that she had a reason for doin so.. cos she is the one who taught me to do things tat are in favour to God to glorify His name... so she cant be the one not setting a good example to me one rite? hai... anw... yesterday's service at Aunt Hazel's church was great... haha... there is a Hokkien pastor who told all of us so many funny stuff abt the bitterness of this world.. n i tink he makes lots of sense.. cos he's saying God's words... n i tink it has touched my ma too.. hmm.. i met yi er jie there too... den she told my ma abt how much i've always prayed for her salvation and the family's and i cried... i couldnt stop my tears from rolling down my cheek la.. cos i really really hope that ma will be saved... But ma jus kept on saying tat she shall leave everything to fate and that she might one day believe... hmmm.. hearing this i recalled the prophecy that someone made for me before... den i cried even more.. hai... i'm such a cry baby rite.... but i believe that God will save her... cos she's the choosen one like me... n that it wont be long..:) n the amazing thing was.... when i asked her whether she believe in God after the service, she hesitated and jus smiled n hug me n tickled me... i tink she's touched by God and by the sharing from yi er jie... is jus tat there are fears in her heart... yes.. i will continue to pray for her.. and i noe she will be saved... isnt it wonderful? hmm... so today during worship de shi hou, i cried... cos i tink God is really wonderful and amazing... He had done so much to help me n save me and ppl ard me.. and the wonders tat had happened in my life were all becos of him... wow.... haha... God is so great man... i Love Him!!! hehe... when i first stepped into AHS, i nv tot tat i would be a christian... cos i knew ah ma wont be happy... but after going for the church camp in sec2, i felt that God really touched me.. and onli becos i did not have the courage to raise my hand to say that i wan to be a christian... hai.. however, the opportunity came again when i went for church camp in sec3.. i finally raised up my hand.. and from then till now, i am a different person... I believe rite, for all these things tat are happening in my life after tat were jus work of God... cos i wont be able to do so many things de.. i'm weak... hmm... i jus hope now tat who ever that reads my present post would believe me and come to noe this wonderful God too...:) haha.. and oso hor, for wat i am today, i wan to thank yujie (being my sister in christ, ever encouraging me), weitheng (for supporting me and answering all my questions), steffi (for giving me courage to raise up my hand 15 months ago), my cell ppl, my church ppl and all those whom had spread the Lord's word with me..... Thanks... God bless ya... Labels: oldies 0 comments Friday, September 22, 2006 ( orchard walk walk @ 9:20 PM ) ![]() ![]() Tiring day...... hehe.. today went out again... but with diff ppl of cos.. cos all of them still havin prelims.. hmm.. i went out with yujie, ting n elaine.... haha.. got one year since we g0 out together le ba.... so sad.. yining nv come with us... or else it will be even more fun de...haha... hmm.. we didnt buy anything at all.. except for spending on food... hehe... we went to bread talk and ate a lot.. we bought five danish(ate 3 onli), one chilli chicken bread(super nice), 2 da chang jin bread and drank one green tea frappe and fruit garden tea.. haha... spend super lots of money.. den before go home, me yujie and elaine bought another 20 danish home(elaine took 10) haha.. so funny lo... hehe.. the onli thing tat we do today that is jus trying clothes at diff places... hehe.. but i onli try one la.. cos i didnt really like to try clothes.. so ma fan.. den my hair will go messy one.. haha...but it was fun to see ppl try clothes la.. haha..and we took photos.... nice food a not? appetising sia...haha..and all these are jus breadtalk food.. hehe..den me n elaine took photos together, yujie n tingting took photo together... ha... so sad.. we didnt take as four ppl one... haha... now so tired le la.. cos walk whole day in heels... can die lo.. lol... eh.. n hor... yujie ar.. if u happened to see this post rite, i hope u don feel so bad abt the bad news again la... jus do ur best can liao.. cos God will do the rest de.. that's wat many ppl tell me before... and hor.. in my heart, u are the super woman.. so u definitely can finish ur stuff de.. hehe.. jia you o... hmmm.. today is three more days to gettin back of results... i am scared.. real scared.. i noe that i did my best le... but i still very scared.. i super no confidence in myself la... CONFIDENCE... rmb?hai... anw.. i oso very worried for my sis.. hai.. i noe she oso very scared she will fail her eng again n kena retained... but hor... there's nothing i can do now for her oso... cos my eng is as bad too... if my prelim eng is good... den i shall consider passing her my knowledge of eng compre... haha...spent 50 dollars leh.. must definitely used wisely de.. haha.. den wu hua ma... haha... me wondering sometimes.... how do ppl take down their mask n be normal neh? me tried to persuade ppl to do so.. but i don tink i can make it... its so ironic rite? Labels: oldies 0 comments Thursday, September 21, 2006 ( woho... @ 6:20 PM ) hmmm.. today i had my geog n physics paper one.. jus feel tat its kinda shrewed up...hai.. so many i donno how to do one lo.... haix... n i fell aslp after i finish my geog paper lah.... haiyo... first paper out of so many that i fell aslp lor... hai... but the great thing bout today is that i get to play my instrument... hmm.. my bao bei bari sax is almost like my lao gong la.. i used that instrument so long le.. definitely will hav feelings de... so kenny arh... must take care of it k... hmmm.. i rmb hor... i actually didnt grumble anything abt playing the bari sax before leh..i tink cos i sec one very sui bian ba... but hor... i'm glad that i am playing the bari sax.. cos for such a slow learner like me, if i play other instrument, all my senior sure very pek chek with me one.... even as now i onli playing the bari sax, i rmb myself crying thrice when xiao feng or cheng huat teach me lo.. they very patient, den i very stress... ar.... so hor... if any ahband junior see this post rite, i hope u all don be discouraged when u are slow in learning ur parts la... hmmm...n for the sec3s rite, u all must be patient ok... but at the same time must be strict... jiu shi ying wei the very strict training that i get from xiao feng, i improved very much when i was in sec2 la... haha...anw.. back to today's prac.. hmm.. i didnt played any piece today. cos i got the leave early for Shawn's celebration outing.. haha...but i tried on my instrument, i didnt sound as bad as i tink actually... haha... anw, i look forward to the outcome of our concert very much... haha... hmmm... today the outing rite, i waited for roy for so long la... haiyo... everytime late de lor... but we reached tamp SAFRA on time.. haha. funny thing is that willfred n shawn all take cab here... when they are jus at 201.... haha... hmm.. we went to bowl after tat... eh... everyone bowled not bad ba... Roy's is obviously the best.. cos he skl team player.. hmm.. den we played pool after tat... haha... my first time playing pool is jus a very malu experience lo... cos i cant even hit the ball accurately into the whole...haha... but at least i learnt how to... hmm... but hor... play le hand will be so tired de la... haha.. don tink tml can do anything w my hand le... haha... den hor... we took photo... hehe... finally a photo tat has four of us... hehe... we all graduate so long le.. but nv take photo as a grp of good friends before... not even during my concert la... haha.. but now is so cool... waha.. jus got to wait for roy to send me the photo ba... hehe... so good... tml got marking day... but after tat jiu shi disasterous day le... haha... looking forward to sat actually... cos den i can see my cousins n i am goin to si yi's church with mama meimei(maybe papa) too.....jus hope that can be saved like me one day.... God bless U:] Labels: oldies 0 comments Wednesday, September 20, 2006 ( @ 6:49 PM ) ![]() hey.. we are superstar.... Labels: oldies 0 comments ( in the midst of prelim @ 6:25 PM ) anw.. i like my blogskin.. n i find that it suits my life very much.. donno why.. but jus feeling very depressed suddenly.. i kept have the tots tat i am living with a mask.. i'm suffocating in this mask... cos i find that its hard to lead a life of accomodating to others' wish... but i cant jus don everything tat i wan cos it will be inconsiderate.. hen mao dun rite? that's why i'm suffocating... haiya... don worry but me ok? cos i will be alrite... eh... so cool...the sec4s are comin together to organise a concert... i jus hope that ppl will come... n not pang seh us la.. haha... n we will be having a meeting... waha.. so long no meeting le... wondering if we will digress like usual anot.. hehe... and i'm excited bout tml.. cos can play my instru again... yeppie... n i'm goin out to celebrate shawn's bdae with willfred n roy.. yeah...so exiting... haha... anw.. i wonder how's ahgong... he's sick for very long le...but he's still working... how... i'm worried.. but i noe ah gong wont listen to me one... maybe cos we are not close?! i tried to chat with him oso... but no topic leh... haiz life stages is always changing... and am i goin to continue on with my mask????no one noes the ans except God... 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