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Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ( @ 10:44 PM ) me went study today with lao da, son-in-law, and my daughter.. haha... and its so saddening tat we became a secondhand smoker.. hai.. due to those inconsiderate ppl whom smoke outside star. hai.. ppl can get lung cancer due to u these ppl one lor.. hai. i'm actually quite lucky ba, cos onli my ah gong n er shu smoke.. haha but lao da said something. "all those hu smoke shld die of cancer." aiyo.. cannot ar..den my ah gong will die neh.. hai i left at 5++ to see my ah gong den. anw. my grandpa now very weak. weak until he pants even movin from his bed to sit on the chair. hai. me n gugu began to be very worried. den i accidentally call on the wrong doc. the indian one came he spoke n i got to translate (so scared i say the wrong things to my gugu la) er... he say ah gong is beta den he expected le. he didnt expect him to be able to go back so soon. cos according to his prediction, he most prob cant make it at dis period liao. hai. but he said tat ah gong is doin fine now and becos he's a heavy smoker, his lungs were partially damaged. so he pants. and oso, cos he's too skinny liao. hai. to go home, he still got one more week of observation. hai. i tink ah gong don believe my translation skills. cos he spoke of how his funeral shld be like if he really cmi. i almost cried. but i noe i cant. hai. isnt life saddening? when u all of a sudden cant do everythin that's so simple??? when u cant do things tat u usually does? when u hav to be treated like a toddler? to wear diapers n to be fed? hai. that's wat he's feeling now. n hor esp with ah ma down there grumbling tt she is useless. ah ma stil can eat on her own n can walk but she alreadi feelin tat way wat bout ah gong?! i really cant help by feeling sad n scared..:'( Labels: oldies 0 comments |