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Monday, September 25, 2006 ( I'm goin crazy!!! @ 4:33 PM )  why cant u ppl jus do wat u all always say... play music with ur heart in ahband was the purpose of us in band... isnt it? but now wat? halfheartedly? can u all jus tink ar... wat will the juniors tink if we ourself don do wat we always want them to be? step down le oso not like tat de attitude rite.... respect the music please... u all come band not onli to play pieces tat u all hav melody or pieces tat hav nice rhythm de ma.... all of us dou ming bai tat in band we nid balance and everyone has a part to play... and if everyone dou got same part, wat for have diff instruments le rite... and to make a music sound nice, obviously there must be some ppl to sacrifice to have very simple rhythm de ma... how can u all jus choose pieces tat u all hav nice part.. i admit.. sometimes i'm like tat too... but come to think again, band is not jus bout ur own part wat... band is abt good sound and unity... u all sec 4 le.. still don understand meh.. hai... i donno la.. maybe u all think i saying all these for nothing n u all are tinking that i am being very unreasonable...but tat's wat life in ahband has taught me all these years.. hai... my results are so bad... maybe to ppl ard me, its not... honestly, i hav high expectations for myself... i cant accept this la... onli one distinction leh... its so bad lo.. prelim le leh.. if everything goin to be like tat for o's, i can forget abt goin to JC le... hai...i cant even go good jcs with such marks... hai... hai... but me now is jus worried bout my ah gong... hai.... i feel so xin ku for him... so old le, still must suffer.... hai... its so sad, none of my families can afford to yang my ah gong n ah ma so as not to let them work... its good tat they are working becos they wont be bored, but its very straining on their health.... hai...next time when i grow up, i wan to earn alot.. so tat i can yang my parents and if possible, i wan to yang my ah gong n ah ma to... buy lots of choco for ah ma and giv ah gong money to go travelling.... hai.. now i jus hope tat nothing will happen to him... n i noe God will help me... i tink tat's my onli consolation now.... hai.... Labels: oldies 0 comments |