haha. it has been a month since i started working (cos my train concession ending today.. haha) (:.. haha. so happy!

i have to admit tt i was really drained out for the past 2 weeks. all my energy were sucked up by the babies that i have to face everyday. resulting in piling work load and becoming lazier. hai. i even start to ponder abt why Miss Sally and other preschool tchers can work in this line for so long. wont they get tired? wont they lose their passion because of all the routines? perhaps, i was v discouraged by the fact that the children are bullying me. seeing that i am new among the tchers, they refused to be fed by me, or letting me change their diapers.. so.. i started to not see any hope in the job.

however, THANK GOD for all that happened this week. as i stepped into the centre on monday, the children started to look at me. their focus was on me, no matter where i go. then i was puzzled. to my amaze, they actually recognised me! and they seemed to be waiting for me to reach e centre! (maybe cos got another newer tcher ard! hahaha) anw, slowly, more kids start to approach me. esp when i start to play the 切萝卜game. haha.. after 3 days, they still like it! and are still looking for me because i can do the 切萝卜.. and i realised that the motivation of teachers is the growth and development of students (: i guess, i wld pursue this line in the nxt 10 yrs? hahaha.