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Monday, March 23, 2009 ( @ 12:54 AM ) er. firstly. i have applied to Ngee Ann Poly. Not realli becos of my bad results, but becos i noe tt is wat God is asking me to do. first time i so clear. first time i realli tried to do something different. cos, fr sec skl, i hav been always choosing the safest route. but i nv tot to my self if the safest route was the best route for me. i have always been using my own methods. so much so tt i ignored God's teaching for me. BUT. my God is a good God. He allows U-turn. haha. when i look back, i realli don regret. don regret for staying on in JC2. cos its then i learnt abt perservering, relying on God, holding on to the promise He gave me. i still rmb, He told me that He will prosper me. And He realli did. from Es and Us in exams, I got results ranging fr A-Ds. but i don see anyting wrong. cos He is a God who hears prayers and realli gives u wat u nid. so u wont boast. so u wont be prideful. i realli thank God for tt. i realli believe that watever i get, is realli becos of the sufficient grace He has given me. haha. of cos, i was sad abt my results, but come to tink of it again, God is realli amazing. if i did not get Cs and D, u tink my parents will allow me to go into ECH? haha. and i realli believe hor, cos He noe i will be v sad if everythin C and D, He allowed me to get A and B too. haha. so tt I will continue to have faith in him. I acknowledge, i am not one who has v v v v strong faith in Him. sometimes i know His faithfulness by knowledge, but not by heart. so i guess, God will still work in me by letting me see that He still rewards me and gives me smt so unexpected. haha. realli realli got to praise God for that man. haha. haha.. really. if i quit when i was in JC1, i would onli be quitting cos i don wan to face stress, failures, problems. i would onli be escaping. and this could jus be a black spot in my entire life. that spot that would ruin me and stop me fr being confident abt my own success. and it could jus be a vicious cycle where i would keep escaping and trying. i don wan. wat i want is victory. winning against all odds cos God wil help me. "if God is for me, who can be against me?" haha.. i am realli v v glad. that i pulled thru. and i could join yfc to learn so much. to benefit so much. and i realli v happy that i can serve. learn to serve with my heart (though i am still learning, perhaps, this is a never ending lesson?) haha..thank you Jesus, thank you Lord :) i guess, i cant realli express my gratitudes to God and all who helped me with all these few words. May God bless all of u :) 0 comments |