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Thursday, July 10, 2008 ( @ 8:12 PM ) Physics- 35% Chem- 21% Math-42.5% Econs-35% GP- stil donno yet. oh no. the thought is coming back again. am i realli suppose to be here where i am tdy? why am i always falling back to the same point.? why am i always turning about the same point everytime.? i realli wan to come out of this. i want to break free. free from all these unbearable and illogical stress. hai. am i realli made to do all these? i am sad. realli. ive tried. i redo all my lecture examples. and for some topics tt i am realli weak in, i redo the tutorial. but why? during exams, i jus cant do it? why do i always skip kinetic questions no matter how easy they are? firstly, i am super depressed by my chem. cos, i used to be good in it. and i even aspired to become a chem tcher. cos i realli had the passion. but now, i fear. realli. i donno if i could even make out an E in A's. i donno why. my confidence level is now ZERO. nothing. i have nothing but God. :( pls. pls pray for me. cos i am mentally drained now. i noe i am focusing too much on the results. but other than tt, i realli donno how can i gauge myself. i realli donno. pls pray for me tt i wont turn my eyes away from God. pls pray for me tt my mum understands tt i am realli tryin hard to do well. and tt i nid her support. hai. she is currently saying tt maybe i shld go for tuition and not church. BUT she doesnt understand. wat i look forward to in the whole week, is SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. cos onli then, can i be renewed. onli then, can i gain back my strength. oh no....i feel realli lousy now. i don wan to compare. but the lousy grades i had realli make me feel so weak. i realli donno wat to do. is it jus by trying, and asking, everything will realli be fine? 0 comments |