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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

( @ 11:19 PM )

today is chem mids. truly speaking, i wasnt v v prepared. cos i donno hw i shld go abt studying it. but i did try. did try to memorise and redoing my lecture examples. i tot i understood everything le. but i did not. den i got kan choing today. realli kan chiong. cos i realise i got a lot of things don understand. den when i go for the paper. i was like joining a skipping competition. cos i keep on skipping all the questions:( hai.


but smt to thank God.
that i can know that i am realli weak in my studies. weak in chem. weak in understanding all the concepts. and thank God to let me hav so many good sisters and brothers who are always willing to pray for me. thank God for giving me a chance to learn. and most of all. for speaking to me.

i was rather depressed after the papers today. but no body cld tell i guess. i was disappointed w myself tt i cldnt answer the questions.:( and i realli realli wan to pass everything tis time. but why is it so hard:( hai. jus as i was busy lookin at the end results, i realised, my focus was not on GOd anymore. so i din had the peace. and the joy. i am totally buried. BURIED IN MY STUDIES. THAT I CANT SEE GOD ANYMORE. EVEN IF I TRY, I STILL CANT. den i when i start to spend time to know God, He spoke to me amazingly,


他对我说：“我的恩典够你用的，因为我的能力是在人的软弱上显得完全。”所以，我更喜欢夸自己的软弱，好叫基督的能力覆庇我。哥林多后书13：9

i wept when i heard this on the radio broadcast.. He cld understand me so well. understand what i realli nid now.

thank you DADDY. i am so sorry that i drifted away from you. please keep me with u. please hold on to me. i realli nid Your strength. thank you Lord.



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