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Thursday, February 28, 2008 ( @ 6:34 PM ) first time is about 3 weeks ago i got gastric pain on a monday morning. haha. realli pain that kind. den after that at 8 plus am, i was alrite le. by then, ma alr decide not to let me go to skl le. den today is another wierd incident. haha. 2 days ago when i was sheltering papa and myself to the carpark in the morning tat time, i accidentally sprain my leg. er.. like those u twist ur feet 90 degree type. i tot i was alrite cos i din feel any pain after tat. BUT! yest morning when i was abt to go to home room in the morning for assembly, my whole left leg jus cant move. i don hav the strength to move my leg suddenly. the twitch twitch kinda feeling was there. so i was telling serene "hey, i cant move my leg!".. lol. den i tot i was alrite by the afternoon, den i donno why at nite i feel the pain again. AND tis morning, i totally cant get off my bed. haha. still nid mama to help me up lor. den i cried. cos its kinda scary. u noe, like u cant move ur body?! haha. den i decide to not go to skl then. cos i will hav difficulty cheng-ing the day thru (esp when ur lesson ends at 5!!!) den. its so amazing that mama had an off day today, so i went to see the sinseh. which i realli hate. cos its super pain.. and i am those super 小姐type. a bit pain oso cannot tahan. haha. and i was afraid the sinseh will jus adjust back my knees de injury using the "crak crak" method that he used to do it on my sister. lol.. but its realli a no choice situation today. so i pluck up my little little de courage to go see the sinseh. haha. lol. when it was my turn, i went in. as i laid down on the bed, the sinseh came and start giving me "massage".. woho.... i started laughing. LIKE MAD. den my mum jus keep on telling him "她怕痒, 也很怕痛"... lol.. den when he start to press my back, i stop laughin.. the reason why i was laughing cos i wan to control my self not to cry, but why he start to press my back, i can no longer laugh!!! wah piang... u cant imagine the pain sia... haha.. its traumatising!!!!! haha.. den i tot i was alrite after that, but now, i totally cant stand for long.... lol. i tink i hurt myself again when i jump up of my bed jus now.. lol... haha. but the "thank God" thing out of my both absentism is that i tink God is giving my a chance to rest. cos i was realli feeling so burnt out over the 2 weeks. and i was stressed up too.. during math consultation yest, i was crying. cos i am v stressed up. i tink i am realli those no hope ppl for math. den i v scared of block test. den see that miss lee so nice and patient to me, i cant bear to disappoint her again.. :( den when i was eating my dinner yest, i donno why i cried. realli donno why. i felt v miserable. v sad. donno why. den lucky mama they all nv realised that i cried. or else i tink they will be so worried... hai. but realli thank God for giving me today to rest my mind. and to do some studying after this good rest.. thank you Lord. Thank you for understanding my difficulties, my stress, my trouble, my tiredness.. thank you.. 0 comments |