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Thursday, January 17, 2008 ( @ 10:06 PM ) seems like the sec 4 feeling is back again.:( i don like it. realli. i donno why. seeing wat happened today, i felt like crying. i donno why. realli. it shldnt hv affected me. cos its jus none of my business. i jus have to concentrate on my studies. but! i am jus so bothered by the ppl ard me. sorry sir. we disappoint you once again. sorry. hmm. i realli tried. i tink. i tried to not sleep. i tried to listen to lectures without sleeping. but i jus cant help it but fall aslp. sorry. the thing is, lectures are not boring. but is jus that i cant control myself. sorry. i noe i am at fault. i don blame anyone. but i jus donno how i can stop this habit. i tried slping early. But how early can i get??? den i tried eating sweets. But i cant eat them the whole day rite? i will go bo geh one lor. hai.. i felt helpless. i felt myself being quite hopeless at times :(. oh no. negative thoughts are invading me again. that thought of quitting skl can jus come upon my head at times. hai. don worry abt me. i noe i hav to persereve. cos God wans me to. i noe He is letting me learn more things thru everything that i am going thru. Dear Father Lord, i pray that you can help me in this crucial time. Help me to stay firm on my stands. Oh Lord. please help me to concentrate on my work whenever i am studying. Thank you Lord. Thank you for putting me in this situation, this skl that i am going thru now. I am willin to learn every little thing u wan me to learn oh lord. Pls use me to accomplish your big project. Thank you Jesus. All these i pray in Jesus' name, Amen. sorry mr cheng. 0 comments |