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Monday, October 01, 2007 ( @ 9:53 PM ) anw. its so true. to bei God mould hor, we nid to go thru a lot of hardship at times. But as long as we hav God in our heart, everything will be alrite. ppl. pls pray for me. pray for me to hav wisdom in telling my grandma my identity. pray for God to make a way for me. recently, my family got quite a bit of prob. den everyone seems to be shouting at my grandma. i tink its becos she tried her best to help but she in the end make everybody very 反感about the matter. so. they started shouting at her. i don like it. realli don like it. cos i feel that ah ma will be so sad.i used to hearing my cousin say that ah ma will cry. and i noe she will. esp when the words that come out from her children are so harsh. now that i grow older, i realised why ah ma did all these. firstly, ah ma loves all of us. so she kinda spoilt all of us. den got any prob, we tell her, she will worry for us. den when she worry, she will tell her children to solve probs for her grandchildren. den her children will jus snap her off. or they will ask her to not worry so much since its not her prob. but they failed to realise that that's the onli way ah ma can help her grandchildren. becos she has no way or method to solve them. see. its a cycle. so everytime, she will kena scolding. i feel sad. cos she love us, but in the end, she don gain anything. and nw, esp with ah gong gone (forever), no one will ever be able to understand ah ma le. cos there will always be a generation gap. whenever i tink of this, i will weep again.(but not now. i tink cos God has made me understood His way.) while i was tinkin about tis, and crying at the same time, God gave me an idea. He some how told me that He is the onli one that can accompany ah ma. YES. its true. onli God can accompany us. He's everywhere. He knows all about us. He loves us, no matter how ugly, how unhealthy we are, how poor, how busy. He still loves us. Even if u hav a good fren, he or she cant accompany u till ur ripe old age. onli God can. Cos he's a Forever living God. so, i decide to tell ah ma about God. But firstly, i nid to tell ah ma tat i'm a christian. and then, i wish tat i can bring her to church. cos i noe in my church, there are old ppl who can interact with ah ma and make her feel that she is still useful and she can tok to God then. haha. that's my wish nw. i told mama abt it too. and she supports me. and she said that she might be gg to church one day when she's old. thank you Lord. U've changed my family. thanks Lord. Gor, jie... are u all still reading my blog? 0 comments |