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Sunday, September 02, 2007

( I'VE FINALLY GOT IT! @ 9:08 PM )

ok. i was actually v vexed by the fact tat i denied christ last sunday.. it wasnt the first time. so it made me felt even more guilty. den i don understand why i oways cannot hav the courage to tell them tat i am a christian. jie jie and ah mei all asked me whether i am a christian in 2 diff events. in both situation, i said no. cos there was so many people there la. i v scared of the consequences so i don dare to admit that i am a christian.

i oso donno why i got the courage on friday morning to ask papa why he let me go church. and papa's answer was, " i let u go church cos i noe the things u learn there is not wrong."

den i asked, "how you noe?"
he replied, "heard wat u oways tell mama ma..."(*becos i oways try to spread gospel to mama when papa is sleeping. so i donno he actually heard me too xp) he also added that he is not those sort of v conservative type and tink christianity is bad that kind.

when i hear that, i was shocked. and happy. cos i din noe that papa actually accepted my religion and allowed me to go. and i tink its a 突破. and i donno why. it jus took me so long to den realise that, if i don tell ppl i'm a christian, gospel will nv be passed to them. and if i tell them i am a christian, they might dislike me for a long period of time, and ignore me, be mean to me. but one day, when they see that i am different from the rest, maybe they will understand that is God who is doing work on me. becos for now, all my family members are seeing that i am diff from my sister. whenever she is not at home, all of them will say she go out and play. but when i am not at home, they say nothing. Ah ma onli ask mei mei not to *pa pa zao*(in hokkien) (=don anyhow run) , but she nv say that to me before. they see tat we are diff, but they donno the reason behind it. but i noe. is becos i got God. I got Jesus. :)

and also... i learnt that 一个人再抗拒神, 总有一天, 他会接受耶稣的. 因为神爱我们. 他要我们回到他那里. 不仅如此,他要使我们的生命有所改变. 现在我不再惧怕把福音传给他人. i am so going to pray for God to open the hearts of my family members and hope that they will have an open heart to accept my God when i tell them that i am a Christian. and i pray that God will give me courage to spread this Good News to them.

im posting about this because i wan to encourage those who are in fear, to stand up and tell others that we are Christians. and hope that more and more people will accept Christ. and i am having such a strong feeling now that my parents will accept Christ one day. so does my sister. haha. anw. she is now more willing to hear me tok abt God to her le. haha... PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH.



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