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Saturday, July 07, 2007
( @ 12:54 AM )
alrite. i did so badly for my midyrs.. hai. i donno how i feel now. its rather a v v mixed and complex feeling. i wan to be happy. but cant realli lift up my mood once i tink of it again. i donno how to be sad. cos i shldnt feel sad since i am doin all these for God. but i jus cant help it to feel and question my own abilities. I noe that i shld trust God. i shld trust Him that He will lead me thru every thing. but i realli donno what to do le. cos i did try my best to study. but it turn out like tat. in the past, i used to be able to come out w newer strategies. but now i cant. maybe cos i last time got things tat i need to improve on. Now oso got la. but donno how to improve. cos i tried all means le. :( i realli feel so helpless now... hai.. sometimes i wonder is it that i am not trying my best enough? hai. pls tell me. honestly. :( but i must still praise God. cos got Him den i can pass my GP. haha. tat's the onli thing i pass now... hai. sad case rite?? hai. i don tink i fit to study chem n physics. Apparently, no matter how hard i try, i am still not doin any better. u noe like not improving that kind... i not talkin abt passing yet u noe. hai. its so pathetic. :( ok. i shall post all my results here the next time. :(
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