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Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ( @ 1:15 AM ) anw. i experienced GOD so much yest.. i was quarrelling with my sis(as usual) but tis time a bit yan zhong kind.. and i just flare up at her.. after a long talk of 1 hr, both of us were alr in tears. so we stopped to cool down.i was feeling guilty actually. cos i don like the feeling of quarrel with peeps. and i began to pray. pray for my sis n mi de relationship. and in the end, God spoke to me. i flipped open the bible and the verse caught my attention, "quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to be angry.." can u imagine it?? God noes me soooo well. he let me noe my mistake and realli point out to me.. being a super-emo person, i burst into tears and jus fell to the floor and cry n cry.. and cried for another half an hour.. tinkin back, i am being realli bad. i always fa pi qi. cos i am too slow at listening n fast at speakin n getting angry. i am guilty. i am sinful. so i prayed n prayed for the Lord to forgive me... through all these, i actually can see tat God loves me.. Loves me to such a great extent. and i noe he loves my sister too.. haha. while telling my mum abt wat happened betw me n my sis, i preached to her too.. luckily my mum din reject me.. haha. many times, she actually live like a christian more than me n my aunt do. my mum is simply wonderful n great... and i noe she will be greater with GOD in her life. so does everyone.. :) haha... i still believe tat mama will noe God one day. so does papa n meimei.. cos God loves all of them. and He has choosen my mama since she was jus a little gal... but she jus walked away. so i shall work hard to bring mama to God and letting her noe more.. hmm. tis holi v v busy. hai. nearly can die kind.. no time for myself. and my studies.. :( feel like crying sometimes, cos i realise tat i donno a lot of things :'( sorry jonnie, although u taught me MI and summation, but i realise tt i still din get the concept v well.. hai.. sorry... and i am realli so shrewed up man. cos i donno how to do my physics too. kinematics, forces n dynamics, work.. blah blah blah.. so many thing to do.. :( but luckily i hav God... i noe tat as long as i focus on God, no big prob is a prob. hehe.. i realise tt go library study can be v conducive.. haha.. went to library and queue at 10 today. study until 1. and i complete binomial n ap n gp.. wahah. shall go on wed again. bt hope i can make it... haha... and i rmb tat its the library tat gave me a chance to noe meiqi. haha. the person who queues wif me every morning to get good seats one.. haha.. anw. hope to see u tere again, meiqi... tml is band camp:) i love my ahband...  anyone rmb this??? haha. jia en's art. with clinton n shihui's face. look so like la.. finally gt to go history museum.. thanks to the learnin journey lor.. which is onli 1 hr. we spent 1hr on express518 (super ex), 3 hrs at swensen and 1hr at museum den went for POC... <3 saw my tight schedule.. so many things undone la.. hai... :(0 comments |