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Sunday, March 04, 2007 ( @ 9:26 PM ) wah. tokin to her is a can puke thing lor. i simply sometimes cant take it la. but hor, she is however someone impt in my life. i jus cant give up on her. whenever she is having her tests or exams, i seem to be the one worrying lor. tis is someting like 皇上不急太监急idea?? lol. i am simply implying tat i am a tai jian la. but den hor. can u believe it a not! some one hu aims to get 1opts for o's is now slacking.. i don see tat that the way lor. a last min person cant get him far man. at least not in jc la. but den hor. i noe tat to get gud results, is not by slacking or jus focus on one subj! and its not to jus do things acc to wat u like and wan to do at the moment! i jus cant stand it! she is jus too slack to be a sec 4. i realli wonder lor, with all the tears and saliva i used on her is coming to a waste a not. i seriously hope tat its not la. maybe its rite of me. to pray first before tokin to her tis time.cos at least i did controlled my temper. and not jus flare up? lol. can u believe it? i actually have patience tokin to her. waha. i loved her. and i wan the best for her. but is it a wrong way of me doin so? can any younger siblings tell me how did ur gor gor jie jie communicate with u? and if they did even giv a damn over ur results?? i simply jus care so much abt her la. i wan her to do real well. even if she jus wan to go poly. wan to go oso must go top course rite? even with my results, i have limited courses to choose lor. with her tat sort of effort, she tink she can make it meh? and my ma like don care la. she always giv excuse tat she is weak in her fundamentals den liketat one. but did she even realise tat with her fundamentals like tat, she nid to work even harder? did she even realise tat she is makin empty promises and jus putting a little bit of effort into her goal? i noe she did study for her physics, to her, its a lot of hardwork cos she at least did her workbook questions again. but den! its not enuf! its the tys prac tat she nid. wah. tokin abt her studying methods is 没完没了one. so its like pointless??? even if i try to confront her is a nice way and tok to her nicely and quan-ing her to put in effort, she will jus question me again. "how u so sure i din work hard? u din see me do my work so u don come anyhow say me hor!" or she will jus say "can u don put ur way onto mine? i don like it!". its disappointing lor. very. no matter how many times she say tat to me, actually i don care la. i jus wan to drill everyting tat i say into her. i noe. i noe tat i maybe wrong. and indeed i am wrong. wrong to forcefully put her into my way of study. and its rite of her to say tat i work so hard i onli get 14 pts wat! its true. true tat i did work hard but come to tis stage onli. but i believe tat its God tat gave me all these. but at least i noe it today tat once i used God, she will jus shut up. cos she noe tat she cant win me when it comes to me saying abt GOd. maybe unconsiously, she is accepting tat God is the almightly, omnipotent, omniscient, lovely God. so she cant deny wat ever God gives to ME.. and indeed, wat ever i doin now, i seriously wan to do it for God. but is it wrong? why like she feel tat i am jus lying or jus saying some crap??? i realli don understand! pls enlighten me man! :( tml is cg outin! i am excited. but i scared i wont be feeling well den. cos i now like not feeling well le. haha. cos i tam jia(glutton). kept on eating heaty stuff. but drink v v little water nia. haha. lol. i noe i got to take care of myself. but how?? 0 comments |