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Friday, February 02, 2007
( @ 11:12 PM )
hai. me feel like slping now. but i still must blog. cos i one week like tat no blog le. haha. ask ppl to do so de hua, i must do so too. haha. er. i'm tired. i'm sad. i'm worried. i'm depressed. i fear. i cried. but i donno why. i jus feel v confused n complicated now. i donno wat i shld do. shld i stay in MJC? or go POLY? can i pass my A's w flying colours? i donno. i realli donno. i jus hav so many donno-s in me now. and i am lost actually. hai. seeing ahband today, it makes me even more sad. they changed their choice piece to noah's ark. an even harder piece den cherry blossoms. and i realli wonder why mrs chua did tat... and wonder if they could do well in SYF tis year. i don wan to say this but i tink i shld confess everything out. or else i will go bogus. cos i realli v scared for u all now. hai. i miss band. realli. not joining band seems a wrong choice, but tinking that i am doin even more meaningful stuffs, i tink it shld be worth it one. some more, its for GOD. haha. er. for GOD sounds like forgot.. waha. lame. nvm. erm. i love band till now. and i shld say, u ppl out there, pls treasure ur band life now.. don wait till next time, everything will jus change... u will nv noe when will wat happen... u will nv noe wat medal we will get... maybe a GWH? or a COP? no one can tell. onli God.. so its up to u to do ur best and God will do the rest le. hai. and its so fast one month pass alr. i'm in MJC for 1 mth also le.. haha. in 1 month, i became the GP rep and OGL.. hu noes.. maybe in another 1 mth, i will be applying for Poly.. haha.. cos i jus cant get in MJC>>>>>>>>> rarrh. tagboard got prob. hope i can see ur tags one day. shit blogger... rarrh. anw, as requested.... I LOVE LAM JIAXIN... haha. although its a request, but i do realli love her as a good fren, good sister-in-christ, and son-in-law.. :)
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