Child of God
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Friday, February 09, 2007

( @ 9:51 AM )

hai. i now v scared. actually. the more the ppl come wish me all the best, the more scared i am.. hai yo.. cos i see it as a pressure.. hai. jus like serene, i slpt quite early yest. but it wasnt peaceful one.. cos i slp is due to me tired eyes.. i cried last nite. cos i too scared le.. hai.. i donno how. i am supposed to have faith in the Lord, but i jus feel tat i am lousy. oh no.. i am one with little faith man.. i wan to trust everything into God's loving hands, but i you bu xiang xin myself. i even question myself la."am i not trusting God? am i of little faith?" hai. sometimes i oso donno why i became a christian... is it cos ppl ard me are christians den i be one or i realli experienced God and want Him in my heart.. hai.. i tink its realli a gd test of whether i am a faithful christian.. i tink i don realli noe God yet.. i am ashamed now. ashamed of my immatured tinking, action, and laziness of reading the bible.. hai. i shall change, change for the better. change to love God more, not becos of the things he do. but becos of His love for me.. hai.. oh no. i am realli lousy man..

hai. i tink i am realli lousy. i jus cry so easily. i am a crybaby. and i tink i will jus cry in the hall today. no matter wat results i get.. rarrh. now is 1016, the skl shld noe my results le. and i am realli scared. hai.. i don tink i will hav the appetite to eat at simpang today for lunch with da bian they all.. hai.. sian...

anw thanks to
zhen hua ge
huihui jie
serene
chun han
yusheng
lewis
willfred
shawn
syabil
zhenling jie
iris
shiying
weitheng
for all ya support and luck. haha.. thanks.

Anw iris jus told me tis,
john 14:27 peace i leave with you; my peace i give you. i do not give to you as the world gives. do not let your hearts be troubled and do not afraid.

i shall not be afraid now! yeah. but sometimes its so diff... i shall learn it now.. lol.. v mao dun hor...haha..all the best to ppl out there too.. (:



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