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Tuesday, December 19, 2006 ( @ 10:58 AM ) firstly, huihui jie suddenly approached me to act as the angel for the 23rd nite's service.wow. i noe i cant act. but since huihui jie nided ppl, so i agreed. ha. i guess i jus wan to really do someting for God... haha. secondly, i first time sang infront of the campers. haha.. i nv stood on the stage n sang before. not even with my frens at K lor. haha.. i donno why i got the courage man.. hehe.. but i kept singing out of tune la. haha. so pai seh. and thirdly, i was in worship team at nite.. wow... i nv imagined myself to be able to be in the team lor. haha. i became a vocalist again. haha. but this time, i guess it was beta le.. hehe.its so great. great to be able to stand on the stage, leading the ppl to worship God.. tis is jus one thing tat i really enjoy so much. perhaps, i wont get a chance to do so anymore le. but i still wan to thank God for all these tat He has given me. He gave me chance to enjoy myself n try out new stuffs. so i am jus so greatful for these man.. haha.. but.. papa seems to be unhappy abt my involvment in church. hai. cos i hav been home late for many nites. last wed, got cell thanksgiving party. last thursday, got dance rehearsal. last friday, got nssn. last sat, got dance performance. and yest, got camp n skit. hai. all these are jus goin to make papa rant at me for sure. but i nv wan to be like tat. its jus tat tis period is a v busy period. cant he understand...... wat ever i do in church now, i jus wan to tell him tat all these are makin me a beta person. and i wan to prove to him tat i hav talents. why cant he understand?? i am not playing. as in goin shopping with frens or jus merely goin out with frens.... i am doin things for God. for my family. why cant they understand?? why cant he jus allow me to do things tat i want? i am no longer a YOUNG gal le.. they can don go bus stop fetch me one. but they jus insist of doin so. den come blame me for goin home late?? i noe u all will be worried, but can trust me??? hai............................................................................................... being the sole believer of Christ is jus so tough. they jus cant understand the things tat i am goin thru. they jus don accept it... i have promised mama tat i will do well in my everything, so jus let me do wat i want now... but i wonder, is it really so easy to do so? i am still not aware of my future, is tis promise too heavy on me??? i wonders..... 12 days after ah gong left me...... 0 comments |