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Thursday, December 14, 2006

( @ 7:24 AM )

my grandfather had left me. forever. hai. i donno wat to say. it jus happen so fast. he passed away on friday(7th dec) in the morning at 5.20.. it was the nurse hu noticed his deceased. my aunty said tat at 5, the nurse still turn my grandfather to his side. but at 5.20, he stopped breathing le. it was ovvious for the nurse to notice becos his chest stopped moving.. and at 6, we reached ah gong hse to see him.he doesnt seem dead. i don feel tat he had left me. i jus feel tat he is sleeping. but he's not. when i hold his hand for the last time, its realli cold. but when i touch his chest, he was warm. they say tat ah gong had a fever in him. and tat's the reason why he passed away..
after tat, we immediately prepared his funeral. becos bak gong(eldest granduncle) noes the undertaker,everything was at his order. and we children began to be busy. buying stuffs and clearing some of the things. and after tat, a 5 days wake began.
thru out these five days, so many things happened. the most funny n irritatin part is the unity of our family, my uncles and aunty came tgt to scold the sua deng( the goh family) ppl. cos they are too self-centred, too busy body and like to giv too much comments. haha. nv see gu gu n shu shu so united before. haha. the top 3 ppl on the list for them to scold is the sell fish de ah pek, ah zhu gu gu n poh hong gu gu.
they all feel tat the ah pek v irritating. always anyhow make decision for us as if he v big like tat. den ah zhu gu gu was attacked cos she is a christian. aiyo. tat means if i disclose my shen fen, they will attack me too......... hai.den poh hong gu gu is cos she is a nurse n she made ah gong to go for op. den acc to the fortune teller, ah gong shldnt go for op. it jus harms him. so now they put the blame on her. hai. i jus don feel they same way as them.
hai. the thing tat makes me sad is i didnt keep my promise to let ah gong see the kukup photos... :( i now still cant accept the fact tat ah gong is gone. i still feel his presence.:'(
where is my ah gong now????????????????????????????????????????????????????????



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