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The child family elton shirui roxanne lovelies elaine jiaxin sereneH tingting weitheng yujie brothers and sisters enhui huiling! jia yi jiejie jinhao jiahui jonnie ryan shoufu songde ticketing sister tong xiang tris yunn tian
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Saturday, December 16, 2006 ( @ 11:49 PM ) abt today's band prac. wow. i finally played my bari. but it was spoiled. haiyo. so xin tong la.. my bao bei junior ar.. why u nv take care of my instru??? hai. n the instru is DIRTY!!!! rarrh.. my bao bei instru is not polished by my bao bei junior??!!! hmmm. kenny... polish tat instru k? i wan to see it shiny by concert. or else... *sinister laughter* n today we played spirited away (*tat's super nice la), satchmo, best of bond, song of lir(tis is nice too (: )... and after i left the band room.... they started playing jap graf 5!!! rarrh. i wan to play tat. n i didnt get my chance.. forget it. i jus hav no fate with it. haha. but i brought the score home... hehe.. n after band, i left for church. hmm. me n yujie was rather late. ppl all put make up le. onli we 2 haven. hai. den i tink my leader a bit bu shuang. sorry faith jie.... we didnt mean it de.. erh. and after everything, we headed for paragon. haha. n we were super early. got like 1 n half hour to seven la.. haha.. but nvm. time jus flies. n when i performed. i didnt make mistake. but jus rather lagging. cos i not familiar. n i am SCARED. haha.. but its so great to hav my parents n meimei watching.. hehe. i realli wan them to noe. noe wat i am doin at church. not bad things. jus things tat will glorify God n learn to be a beta person. i hope, realli hope tat thru all these, i can show to papa n mama tat i am a Christian. n hope they will accept me for hu i am.. n one day, they will be like me. goin to church to praise n worship God.:) i missed my ah gong again. i cried last nite becos of tat. i was lying on my bed. n i guess i looked sad. den when ma asked me why am i sad. and whether there's anything bothering me, i said," ma, i missed ah gong...." yesh. i jus miss him ssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooo much... i didnt noe tat i stil cant let go of my ah gong until so long. it wasnt like tat for wai gong's case la... i tot i was strong. but i am indeed weak (jus like wat the bible says).. i cant take sheng li si bie easily. why?? oh. i jus miss him so. n since i cant wear colourful clothes, i shall make my post colourful. waha.. haha. stuck to grey, black, white and blue. 9 days after ah gong died............................................................................................................................. 0 comments |