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Tuesday, December 05, 2006 ( @ 4:37 PM ) hmm.. yest donno why i jus feel so lost.. maybe cos ppl ard me arent feeling good. hai. sometimes i jus wish tat i wasnt there for anything, den i wont feel lost. but i would be missing out stuffs rite?! i am jus someone tat doesnt like to miss out stuffs.... hai... hmmm.. i jus woke up frm my slp actually. haha. cos yest went to stay over at the hospital to take care of my ah gong.. his blood pressure was too low den go in de. den now he cant even tell tat he had passed motion... must wait until we smelled the unpleasant thing den we noe.. can u imagine? if no one was there, and no body will noe tat ah gong had passed motion, den when will he gets cleaned up? 5 am or 6 in the morning? hai. and ah gong now has lots of sores(i tink) on his back. his skin jus peeled off, and bled. so on his back, i can jus see so many opsite post-op plaster. hai. and when they wan to change the plaster, his skin jus come off with the plaster. disgusting isnt it? and ah gong will jus go "ahhh...".... u noe, that is a v hurting thing for us to hear.hai. i jus cant stand it... and my ah gong is gripping so hard on things recently. i'm jus afraid tat that will cause him to hav another injury. so i put my hand there for him.at tat moment, i jus hope tat i can grip him like tat forever. i never hold my ah gong's hand before actually.. cos he was so strong before. and he could walk steadily on his own. its ah ma tat nids my help. so i didnt hold his hands before. and now i could. but it wasnt a v good thing.... i jus hope tat ah gong will be better... oh. yest band was fun during the prac. eugene(bari sax ip guy) didnt come again. and yest was the day tat i spoke to so many of my section ppl.(except vera). guess i was too scared of her. ha. and maybe she didnt realli like me. oh. and mr tan taught us many things again. MUSIC IS BETWEEN THE NOTES. haha. tat's the onli thing i rmb. hmmm. maybe i shld realli jot down everything tat he says so tat i can share w u ppl... haha... he is jus so got xue wen... he noes so many things man. haha. he's diff frm the chuas.the chuas are like parents to me. they love us and cared for us. the way they teach us is jus like a parent lor. hmmm. but mr tan is like a nice teacher to me onli.. haha. hai. life is jus so complicated. its full of promises and breaking promises stuffs. it jus irks me. cos ppl jus don rmb them. and can break them so easily... 0 comments |