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Tuesday, November 21, 2006 ( @ 8:09 PM ) but sometimes, i jus cant stand her. whenever i tell her things, i realli wonder if she hears them n keep them in her heart. i realli worry for her. realli. maybe the way i luv her is wrong. but i donno how to other then this le. hai. we r always squabbling. i don lyk tat. cos its a v bad thing to do. ma will be v vex de. bt wat can i do? i realli cant stand it. i realli donno how.. hai. recently i veri veri luan. i donno i shld listen to hu at times oso. hai. wateva gugu they all say sounds rite, but i donno whether is right in God's eyes. a fortune teller tell her tat its wrong tat ah gong went for the op. its cos of the op tat he's now suffering. and he is left w 69 days. if he can live pass CNY, den he will live a ripe long age to 79. tat person oso say that, its no point praying for anything else. its up to fate. sounds rhyming rite? sounds familiar too rite? like thosse show li mian ppl will say one hor. tat is wat confuses me. ah gong is now 68. with all the illnesses, can he live tat long?? and if i believe, and realli prayed, am i doin smt that as a christian shldnt do? cos i am believing in things tat are not supposed to be right in God's eyes? i realli v luan now. and i noe i shld find out the ans to my questions.. .i fear. i cried.i wished. i prayed. after exams le. i now hav nothing to do. ha. realli blanked out sia. com has jus hooked on to me. if i am at hm, i wont do anything. except surfing. luckily. luckily tat huihui jie is nw asking me to help. i guess, tat's the best way to kill my "boredness". not onli tat. i can listen to christian songs all day, i can serve God. i can make full use of my time. although i don earn any $ frm tere, i noe i hav earned more in another way. WISDOM. FAITH. i believe, after this holi, i wil be a diff person. and i can be a better person. cos i can forget all the unwanteds. renew,refill, rewarded. 0 comments |