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Tuesday, November 28, 2006 ( @ 8:47 AM ) hmmm. yest got band prac. but i didnt realli e tym after the prac. cos i always feel stress. and i jus cant seem to be able to join in their activities.. there de ppl all DHS, VS, TKGS... den we AHS ppl are jus left out. hai.. they speak english, we speak chinese. so diff de culture la. i now realli realise how hard it will be for me to survive in VJ. its jus a totally diff thing as secondary skl. i fear u noe? i fear tat all JCs are like tat. ppl there will jus go ard in their usual clique. den u and ur minority are jus ignored. hai. i now dono whether i shld contd to stay for their concert leh. hai. it seems tat all my things are clashing tgt. CHURCH, ALUMNI BAND, DANCE, VJ BAND, AHBAND, OUTINGS. hai. i tink i'm realli havin a hard time coping all these leh. hai..den if i quit, i will be irresponsible. and will be like mei mei. do things nv do to the end one. so i donno hw leh. shld i contd? or shld i not? i noe. i noe tat if i perserve to the end, i will gain lots of experience. hai. shld i learn from henry? i realli donno... sheesh... i realli dislike all these tat i'm goin thru. but i at least got get to noe mani frens. miao ting, xiao jia, felinda, daniel, fa jing, etc.. and st nic gals are realli friendly lor. i tink making frens tere is the onli thing tat keeps me goin... AHBANDers.. enjoy all ur life in AHband k? cos u realli cant go back to e time in AHband once u graduate, i deeply feel tat time in AHband is the most memorable and happiest of all the tings tat i'm doin now. REALLI!!!! hai. i now can onli hui wei zhe wat happened for the past 3 yrs. and cant do anything else liao. sheesh. oh no. i becoming old le.. can onli think of all these lao pok stuff onli. haha.. anw. i am now aching all over. cos sunday got dance and i went out shopping w my cousins. hmm. i tink i realli hav no talent in dance leh. How? i feel stiff. but i donno wat i can do to reduce stiffness in me. ha. and i missed out the great swensen treat frm mama. hai. but nvm. we ate pizza in the end for dinner also. erh. for the whole afternoon, we didnt buy anything. like presents for mei mei, shayne, joan and our BDAE gal, cheryl. tat's our main purpose of gg out actually. haha. so we started to shop again at 8++ or 9 ard at marina sq, after our long rest at pizza hut. haha. den we each bought something from blossomz. ha. and i got another exactly same top as shayne once again. jus tat its diff colour. mine is purple, hers is white. hehe. cousins havin same shirts,not bad rite.... ha. and becos we shopped over $80, we got a membership card. next tym wan go blossomz come find me k? haha. wah. i realli enjoy shopping man.. can try all nice nice clothes. even though many doesnt look nice on me in the end. waha.. hmm. ah gong is still cooping himself in his room. i haven realli see him sit down in the living room for so many days. den yest he went to the chi doc again. den he said tat ah gong's heart is v weak now. i believe is cos he nv realli walk ard ar. hai. i jus feel like telling him, " ah gong the onli way for u to get better is to be happier." but i don hav the courage to do so. and wif my broken hokkien, i jus noe tat he's not goin to understand wat i am conveying to him. haha. aiyo. i tink its cos of all these things i am becoming grouchy leh. and the one tat suffers is my sis lor. i didnt mean to pin point everything tat she does. but it jus happens so tat i am angry w watever she's doin. and i jus rant at her. hai. i tink i shld jus keep my mouth shut during tis whole period. so tat i wont hurt her anymore. aiyo. i am jus a bad sister. who chu qi at my poor sister.hai. i wan to change for the better. but everything jus got worsen. sheesh... 0 comments |