hehehe. my new love! :)

jus came back from uncle's wedding. :) and met this LOVELY LITTLE COUSIN OF MINE :)

hehe. he's cute rite? haha

got to go back to study! 8 more days to go!

its going to be over in 11 days! yea!

standing on bed studying.
mopping the floor out of the blue
finding food to eat
taking photo at the door step :)

this is what happens at 2am on 6th Nov 2009!
haha.i guess everyone us getting stressed up :)
hahah.

feeling tired. but i am sure that things will get better :)

haha. 希望十二月可以快快来！因为十二月是“好消息” 的月份！没有考试，没有压力！ yipee! hahah
realli hope this year got hao xiao xi! :D
:)

LOL! my feelings for today is so MIXED UP!

firstly, its my last tuition lesson with elena alr. hai. 想当初, straightaway aft i told huihui jie tt i gg to give tuiton(and one day before i fly to taiwan),alicia contacted me. to ask me give tuition to her sis. WOW! tt was such a God given chance. haha. so, i started to coach her in her math fr dec till today. though i charge her quite cheaply, but its the quality time spent with her tt i enjoyed. and fr her failed emath, i taught her until she got 19/20(for a test) and then, saw her fail her emath again in prelims. haha. ironic. but i believe, with her hardwork put in, she will definitely be rewarded *big smiles* haha. hmm. so i actually felt nostalgic while i was with her for tt 2.5 hrs.

secondly, one of my best friends(o.O weird expression. haha) is attached! jus today! haha. the funny thing was tt even before she told me abt her issues, I CAUGHT THEM TGT LIAO! and its near my flat tt area. haha. lol. it made me giggle non-stop while coming back home. haha. felt really happy for them :) haha. tt's wat friends are for right? haha. feeling happy for one another and cheering each other on :D haha. i am so glad tt i have so many 1st degree close friends :D (lol. which means... my secrets are open! lol) haha. (tt's why u don see tt i got any secrets)hahahha. so interesting!!!! hah

hmm. anw. i tink God has been realli good to me :D haha. though i am not sure if i am realli staying with him in a v v close relationship, but at least i dare to say tt many of my thoughts are inline with wat i feel is fr Him :D never felt this kind of piece before! haha. the joy tt is in my heart tt makes me feel happy each day. :D haha. the JOY and PEACE that allows me to be confidently facing my studies. haha. YEA!

NOW:"exams are near yet i dont fear".
2 YEARS AGO: "exams are near, increasingly are my fearS" hahah.

THANK YOU, DADDY! :)

haha. and i am realli sure of what are the things tt i wanna focus this few years :)

haha. it has been so long ever since i had a GOOD dinner with my cousins :) lol. quality time spent together. haha.

anw. the exam mood is on now.! everyone busy studying liao. haha. and i jus started mine this week. :D finally completed chapt 4 of MB106. haha. makes me wonder if i shld take minor in business. :( hai.

haha. i guess cos everyone very stressed up, me and my cousins could crap loads tgt. haha. giving names to each other like 小陈，大陈，单黄（月饼？），小汤，大汤，小树，大树？haha. lol. super crappy. haha. and the air stewardess talk. haha.

yea. got to go back and study le :) felt so motivated today! :))

haha. but one thing good about stayin in hall..

i get to watch TEAR INDUCING movies with my ROOMIES (LEGAL, ILLEGAL, ACTUAL).
i can tease them.
we can play catching along corridor
we can play hide-and-seek
we can sleep late tgt
we can HTHT. :)


i am sooo going to enjoy my first year with them :)

jia you all my biaos in our coming exam! :D

HALL LIFE ? what exactly is it?! (disclaimer: i am not trying to be scarcastic or not appreciating what i have) hmm. i jus feel that i don suit the life here. 我和这里的人真是格格不入。我若不是在自己的房间，其实我也没什么地方可以去了。hmm. and after travelling so much on my own this 2 weeks, i learnt tt i can actually read on the train. basically, i have SEVERE MOTION SICKNESS. ANY READING DONE ON MOVING TRANSPORT WILL CAUSE ME TO FEEL NAUSEOUS OR SICK. hmm. i guess, God has been blessing me ba. hahaha. with this new gift, i could actually read the bible or any book if i don wan to sleep. isnt it more fruitful? hehe. yea. tt shall be my option next yr. NOT TO STAY IN HOSTEL BUT TO TRAVEL.


haha. anw, realli thank God for leading me thus far. Hope tt i can find my vision soon. a vision tt realli coming fr God to lead me in my life. apparently, i do not know if the one tt i hav currently is mine or His. :( yea. though i do not know, but i still feel blessed. :D hehe. back to studies liao! May God bless all of u :)

只有真正活在实际里的人才会选择要侍奉神的国度。你说是吗？

yea. went for the special service tonite. was realli motivated by wat Pastor said. Simple yet, difficult to do. But i am willing to try. I do not want to waste my time and effort jus by doing things that are perishable. things that are useless and worthless in His sight. Yea. so I pray, pray that i am able to know clearly of what plans He has for me. And how to fulfil all. I wan to serve. Not on the basis of serving, BUT cos I love Him. tt's why i am willing to be used.

Lord, help me to stay focus. Help me to know that what to do at what time. May my service to You be pleasing to your sight. :)